Peace.

I just finished reading on the PS, I Love You.

Its really nice. And yeah, noticed that I haven't quite blogged here for a month.

Yes, its true that it brings me closing the book, treasuring the one I have around me. Its like so... heart-warming.

Came in here to blog with that little peace in my heart. I just felt that I needed a little break. Blogging seems like a career to me at times. And blogging in the main blogging account is like telling me to watch I'm blogging about, because there's quite a few eyes prying on it.

So here I am, in peace :)

I really wonder, how would I had felt if I have to leave my husband, leaving him all alone in this world, or maybe, him leaving me alone in this world.

It really brought me to tears on some occasion. Which I ain't too suprise on. Ever since I open my hearts up to relationships again, I've been rather emotional and cry easily. At the end, she's alone and not attached to Daniel. Which is good. Haha.

I've been thinking about myself pretty much recently.

Am I too straight-forward in blogging? I think I possibly am. With people pissing off at me perhaps. And with some bastards backstabbing around my back.

Then again, why should I care about, what people think/feel about me? Surely, I would mind, and diss back at them for being a balless dick. You may not feel happy that some people think negatively out of you. But at the same time, for me at least, I don't give a shit. Because for every one person that shits on you, that person will surely not be in your life terrorizing you for long.

Looking back at it, its rather true. My ex whom I thought will harrass me for life actually left me alone. Even on the bus the other day, I saw him, he couldn't not recognize me for sure. But he didn't do anything to me. :) I guess, I don't exactly have the courage to face him. But at least, I wasn't the bitch who left him almost immediately for another guy. I needed to have time to get over him too. What makes people think that I didn't need to get over him easily? I needed to. It was a year after all. Haha.

Now, I am completely over him and is with the man I want. Though there're many disagreements at times, but I do love him. Enough to want to marry him I guess. Hehe. Well, life is still many much more in store for me. The love has been flaming for 9 months. Truly flamey. Love you!