Months.

Been months.

Thought I should update on some private lil' thoughts.

I am not happy with him in some certain aspects. Like, shouldn't girlfriend stand in first place, next to a game?

Maybe I should have seen it coming. We started out via game, and we can definitely end through a game. Its really just like, I think I looked for it myself. No one to blame.

But instead, I took it out on him. Treating him coldly. Which is, what I guess - I shouldn't do. Its not that I don't know how to handle relationships in a better way. But I just can't help treating him that way.

Being ignored in another way is not a nice feeling. Indirectly, he IS ignoring me. Playing his game, hoping to level asap. Maybe I should find my own stuffs to do as well, like going to MPH later to look for books. Its better I guess? Maybe spend some time, alone. Quality time, alone.

Its been three days since we met up.

I don't deny that I miss him. But does he? He'll say he do. I thought about us yesterday. What if we break up one fine day? Will I feel sad?

Yes, I would. I cannot imagine the sadness if we are not together. But if that day comes and he insists, despite my objection...

then goodbye. i'm glad we made it this far. but loving u has been an experience for me.

Je'taime :)